It is day 2 of my finals week, and I am now demoralized and in great need of emotional support to carry on. It all started with today’s study session. I wanted some printouts, so I went back to my room. Unfortunately, it turned out that my roommate was, at minimum, making out with his girlfriend. I think that was the first hit because I have never had a girlfriend, let alone go that far with a woman. Nevertheless, I proceeded to the final for my hardest class: “Linear Systems and Signals.” Even after studying so much, I only got barely half the points, and consequently made a D in the class. I feel like an idiot because I have done all I could to succeed: Did every reading assigned, tried every homework, attended every lecture (except one), attended nearly every help session, and formed study groups.
In essence, everything came crashing down today. My plan for a GPA-boosting semester has been derailed; and again, I am extremely unhappy. There are three more finals ahead of me, and I hope that I can stay strong enough to finish them off. What I really need now is a shoulder to cry on and some tutors. Does anybody care to step up to the plate?
